TI have been working SO hard this year to convey more clearly what it is I have to share, and even more, how it can help YOU in your life where you are.
Not so long ago, I was a girl with a message. This message was an unusual message by some standards. Not because its underlying truths weren’t found anywhere else; actually, the uniqueness of my message was the viewpoint from which it hailed — a viewpoint, not from “above” but from DEEP within – the inner Earth realms, the Faery people, the vision of the Mother.
But for the longest time, I sat in bewilderment because I couldn’t understand why things were NOT coming together… You know the feeling of having something so powerful and magical to share, but things just aren’t shaking out.
I even worked at a bar to supplement my income and finance my soul work, and that definitely took its toll; I was tired, and worse, I felt like a failure.
I remember screaming at the Universe: “You listen up! if you want me to keep doing this then I’m going to need a little help here! Dammit!”
I felt like I was “letting Mother Earth down.” Mostly, I felt I was letting myself down.
Back then, I’m not sure what kept me going except for the stirring of remembrance I saw in a few that found my work.
Most people however did not understand or they thought this work with Faery was a New Age frivolity.
They couldn’t see how what I offered applied to them or the “real world.”
How could faery be relevant to me? They’d want to know.
It’s silly. Perhaps magic is real. Perhaps faeries do exist. But so what. I have work to do and bills to pay. What has it got to do with me?
And in my heart, I wanted to scream! I wanted to yell, “It has everything to do with you!”
But I didn’t. Not ever. I remained quiet. Nearly silent.
Getting others to believe was not my desire, nor was it my style. It wasn’t that kind of “message.” What I had to share was an invitation to experience a relationship with Gaia and the Faery people or the Sidhe as they are sometimes known, so you could expand into a richer, deeper more nuanced version of who you really are in connection with All That Is.
I knew I was missing something…what was it?
So I toiled, and dug, and dug even deeper.
Nope. No good. Back to the drawing board.
If people can’t hear “the song” you are singing from your heart and soul, or perhaps they can hear, but not understand…what then?
You cannot give up when someone doesn’t get you. Perhaps they never will. And that’s okay. Because different strokes for different folks.
But sometimes you just have to make a shift within.
And that’s what I did.
So what’s different?
Not me. I’m still the same girl. One who has a message to share, direct from the heart of Gaia and the Faery people.
That’s right, do not pass go, do not collect your $200; go straight to the heart of humanity was essentially what I got told 😉
Because this message is about the awakening of the planet and humankind. About choice and fate. How our destiny and that of the spirit world are forever intertwined.
And no matter how far we stray from the path of our own heart and soul, love is always there to bring us back.
And by the way, that time is NOW. To walk back into healed wholeness, be guided gently, or be dragged kicking and screaming. The choice is ours and always has been — to a point.
You see, Gaia is not a victim any more than we are. She will not let us destroy her. She’s GOT this! But her children (that’s us)…well, we have got some ‘splainin’ to do!
And our elder brothers and sisters (the Sidhe, the plant folk, the mountains, and some indigenous elders too) have been telling us for some time now, “Mom’s gonna be home soon. You better clean this mess up. You know she won’t be happy.”
But unbeknownst to us, she has been home the whole time, waiting, watching us, seeing what we’ll do. Because it’s much more powerful if we decide to do the thing because we want to and not because “mom” says we have to and makes us.
So this is what my southern friends call a “Come to Jesus” — for those of you who don’t have any South running through your veins, it’s basically a “talking to.”
So what are we going to do? Are we going to clean up our rooms and play nice? I sure as hell want to. And I am pretty sure if you’re reading this, you do too. And that, is what this work is really all about.
Here’s to the New Earth – let’s co-create this Gaia Vision together!